Daring to layer it on

After my experience with Mrs. Blausen's tights, I couldn't stop thinking about the idea of wearing them again.  And I couldn't wait to try taking them the next time.  But I wanted to wear them now... and so, I waited for an opportunity when I was alone and went back to my sister's room.  I opened her tights drawer and looked them over.  The familiar crowd was still there.  Except... the red tights were gone.  Maybe they were in the wash?  I kept looking, and then realized that she had more tights in another drawer!  Why did I not see them before?  Maybe Nina or mommy moved them around.  I found a pair in dark blue with a whitish pattern through it.  They did not have a tag on them and the way the seams were, I knew they weren't DANSKIN tights.  But they looked like they might fit.  I also grabbed the maroon tights, ones I knew were smallish but could still fit me.  And why not take a few more I hadn't tried yet?  I figured some might be more stretchy when put on.

And so it begins, the next level

 [It would be a while again before I would attempt to indulge in tights again.  This next entry is probably a year later]

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After mommy forced me to go to school with the tights on, I didn't want to wear tights any more.  I was so ashamed and mad at myself.  I did not think I could ever do it again.  I still could not help looking at girl's legs in my class.  It's funny, but when Nina wears tights I don't want to look.  It's only other girls and sometimes seeing older girls and mommies wearing them that calls to me.  My friend Tim's mommy, Mrs. Blausen loves to wear opaque tights and pantyhose.  She has this great pair of dark purple colored tights that look so terrific.